I hurt n get hurt
I made ppl cry and i cry
I am selfish no one else is
I don’t understand anything everyone too
I am insensitive
I am imperfect
I have low confidence
Everything that i am.
Im nothing.
Nothing significant.
Nothing at all.
Only people i affect, theres no me being affected nothing.
How do you compare words and a complete human losing faith.
In the first place no one is strong.
So why am i faking that im.
Im just lousy useless fucked up and all.
~ As long as i sink myself its okay
Why is nothing going well for me why why? Do you guys think i know everything? You guys think i am just not doing what’s right? You think i’m trying to be so dependent on you guys? You guys help me juggle my time for everything then u pester me about working? Whatever you say, did my stand and points my views and all were they even been considered? Do you even know what is happening to my life? you think im living well? you think so? I’m fucking not well at all at everything! How about you guys help me settle everything!? In the first place why encourage? In the first place why don’t you guys work hard? In the first place why have me? If i got no one else to depend upon when i need one who else? and you’re parents? You think i’m so strong? i can’t even talk about everything to just anyone else everything is just in me! You guys are suppose to be there for me, help me along my way, not reprimand me at everything?! Do you think i want all this? JUST STAND IN MY POINT OF VIEW AND THINK!. FUCK MY LIFE FUCK IT FUCK EVERYTHING.
